Matt was absolutely ridiculous tonite. I called him while I was at work around 10:30 and he was out but told me he wasn't going to drink. Then he calls me to pick him up around 11:45 and he is absolutely wasted. How do you get that drunk in an hour and fifteen minutes. Then I tell him to sleep upstairs and he tries to sleep down with me and starts ranting about random bullshit. Then he ripped the blanket off the bed through it, knocked over an open soda can that spilled on my school paperwork and then tried to throw a pillow at the nine hundred dollar flat screen I bought at Christmas. I now have the door barcaded to keep him from coming down here and trying to destroy our stuff. Its me and baby or his current lifestyle: if he picks himself I know I am better of doing this alone. I don't need to take care of two babies.
So basically tomorrow I am giving Matt an ultimatum. He needs to get his act together or I'm done. I cannot have a repeat of last pregnancy. He was out late all the time, always drinking, never had a steady job, and I can't deal with that. I will move in with my dad and do it alone because I will not raise this child around behavior like that.
Now don't get me wrong, I don't mind if he goes out with his friends or drinks on occasion, but not what he is doing now. He thinks he is in college or something, but he isn't, he is 23 years old with a baby on the way and he needs to start acting like a responsible parent, not a drunken frat boy.
I just need him to step up and take responsibility because granted I allowed him to have unprotected sex with me, but he is the one who couldn't pull out in time. He should at least take responsibility for that and starting taking his job more seriously as well as his life because frankly this is his life and parenthood is gonna kick him in the ass in 8 months and he better be a bit more prepared for it the second time around because I am not going to be supporting three people, I don't make enough money.
On a more positive note, my second beta was 340 which averaged a doubling time of 52.5 hours, which is within the normal range considering how far I am pregnant. So yay for good results and lets hope for a healthy and happy baby!
So basically tomorrow I am giving Matt an ultimatum. He needs to get his act together or I'm done. I cannot have a repeat of last pregnancy. He was out late all the time, always drinking, never had a steady job, and I can't deal with that. I will move in with my dad and do it alone because I will not raise this child around behavior like that.
Now don't get me wrong, I don't mind if he goes out with his friends or drinks on occasion, but not what he is doing now. He thinks he is in college or something, but he isn't, he is 23 years old with a baby on the way and he needs to start acting like a responsible parent, not a drunken frat boy.
I just need him to step up and take responsibility because granted I allowed him to have unprotected sex with me, but he is the one who couldn't pull out in time. He should at least take responsibility for that and starting taking his job more seriously as well as his life because frankly this is his life and parenthood is gonna kick him in the ass in 8 months and he better be a bit more prepared for it the second time around because I am not going to be supporting three people, I don't make enough money.
On a more positive note, my second beta was 340 which averaged a doubling time of 52.5 hours, which is within the normal range considering how far I am pregnant. So yay for good results and lets hope for a healthy and happy baby!
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