Honk in the name of love!

I just have to say that I love Scrubs. This was just shouted over my television and just thought it would be an awesome journal title!

So I have to say, Matt is getting a lot better. He has decided that he is going to stay sober! I love it! I think it is a great idea and just really think it will be in the best interest of our family. He is also doing some work for Chris this week, so he will have a couple extra bucks.

I just can't wait until he really gets going in the insurance industry. I really feel he has the potential, he just doesn't recognize it. Also, and he has said it himself, when he drinks he can feel his confidence slipping away. I am just glad he is taking strides to change his lifestyle to better prepare for our impending arrival. Oh, and he is going to be quitting smoking too!!!

I really do love him though. He may be a pain in the ass, but I do love him and am excited that we are having a baby again. I really think he will be a great dad, I just think he needs to work on himself in the meantime. I also think that it is awesome that there are a few guys on the team that are going to be dad's soon too. Two other guys on the team have women that are pregnant, and the cool part, we are all due within 6 weeks of each other. I really think there is something in the softball cooler and the other guys might want to bring their own water bottles ; )

I am just getting so excited. It is becoming real now and I love it (except for the minor boughts of nausea) I can't wait for my first appointment and to see that little blinky heartbeat, I know I will melt.